Thursday, March 19, 2009

Is it ever too late?

A mentor once told me that when my feelings are jumbled up, to never send emails. I think that it applies for blog posts as well as getting a new haircut. This is because in our profession, image and reputation matters a lot and something small might be misinterpreted and get out of hand.

Which is why I am not going to touch on anything in this post, but just post a song which I heard on American Idol this week. I hope Kris Allen stays around for sometime in the competition, think he's pretty good in an unassuming way. Been staying at home a lot these days outside work. Not up for my usual social stuff but then again, I don't think that anything can be "usual" anymore. Trying to catch up on my lit review and reading. Suffice to say that I'm still feeling v troubled and conflicted about my future plans.

I just feel that it's too late for so many things that have happened in the past couple of months. Has it only been a week? I feel that I've gone through decades. Friends have asked me if there's really no way to
make this work and honestly, I don't know. I'm just dealing with it the best way I know how to and the best way I can.

To make you feel my love - Garth Brooks

When the rain is blowing in your face
And the whole world is on your case
I would offer you a warm embrace
To make you feel my love
When the evening shadows and the stars appear
And there is no one to dry your tears
I could hold you for a million years
To make you feel my love
I know you haven't made your mind up yet
But I would never do you wrong
I've known it from the moment that we met
No doubt in my mind where you belong
I'd go hungry, I'd go blind for you
I'd go crawling down the aisle for you
There ain't nothing that I wouldn't do
To make you feel my love
The storms are raging on a rolling sea
Down the highway of regret
The winds of change are blowing wild and free
But you ain't seen nothing like me yet
There ain't nothing that I wouldn't do
Go to the ends of the earth for you
Make you happy, make your dreams come true
To make you feel my love

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