Friday, December 31, 2010

In the last two hours of 2010...

“If you think back and replay your year, if it doesn't bring you tears either of joy or sadness, consider it wasted.”


Finally taking some time to reflect upon 2010 in the final hours before we enter 2011. Not that I don't reflect much; on the contrary if the words of my friends and family members are to be believed, I might be guilty of reflecting too much. Of course I would beg to differ. ;)

Been reading through my friends' sharing of their 2010 through FB notes, blog posts and meet ups in the past week. We tend to be more introspective and maybe a little pensive when reflecting upon what we have done, what we did not do, and even things that we could have done. I was reading through S's account of her months in 2010 and B's general ruminations of his year and I started thinking about my own 2010. In a sense, 2010 is my year, as well as S's and B's. Because we all had our own versions of 2010, we all went through different and deeply personal, individualised experiences, which gives each and everyone of us ownership of sorts over 2010.

So, how is my 2010? (Can't use "was" as it is technically still 2010, haha). I think my 2010 mirrored the weather today, the last day of 2010. It started out warm and sunny, with clouds gathering before the drizzles started which progressed to a torrential downpour in the late afternoon before easing into a mellow yet glorious sunset.

I do not remember events much, I am more of a seemingly random moments-driven kinda gal. Like smses from S before I left which left me with a teary smile, hugs from friends which still leave an imprint on me, conversations on buses with W and C, conversations over meals and good wine and company at VnJ's, cab rides back with A, FB PMs with Y, LT, D, L, Skype convos with G, and walks all around the Marina area with B. I made up with important people in my life, got to know and lost the non-important ones and shed both happy and sad tears along the way.

2010 will also be the year when I completed my thesis in "record" time, managed to complete the last min amendments and submitted, got it verified this week, so that is something off my list! All of it would not have been possible without my friends and family and colleagues at NUS who have supported me all the way, especially through the tough times when I ask myself why it seemed a breeze for others to complete their graduate degree yet things kept cropping up for mine and my sneaky friend called self-doubt tried to squeeze through that crack. Felt a little emotional when I wrote my acknowledgements this week. Heh. :)

2010 will go down as the year of surprises, where I got accepted to do my post-grad in HK and I finished up my thesis and submitted while dealing with the paperwork of the new University, packed up and left without bidding many goodbyes ( yes I suck at them), cried during my flight and adjusted to my new life in HK. It was not without its challenges but my new friends in the new city really made a difference and I think I've learnt to appreciate HK in my own quirky way.

2010 will also the year of the interplay of the mind and heart and how even the combination of them cannot beat the winds of fate or the plans that He has for me. With things coming one after the other, I had to make quick yet measured decisions. "To stay or go?" came up many times in many contexts. So many things have happened that I did not anticipate and decisions made where I had to be honest to myself and ask myself some really honest yet tough questions.

I have learnt not to overthink and to deal with the situations the best I can at that point in time. He has also dealt me some curveballs that I did not see coming, from my HK acceptance to my thesis to my relationships. Honestly, I think I was more flummoxed, sometimes incredulous, than feeling that I was being tested but if there's one lesson that I have learnt, it would be that things have this way of sorting themselves out, even if the endings are not what I hoped for. From the possiblity of me having to come back to SG for good because of things in SG to chance encounters with ex-es in SG.

What will 2011 bring? I have no idea as to what my 2011 will be like, as B said, my life is a "constant state of flux". But what I do know is that no matter what happens, I will live for the many moments that it will bring, learn to appreciate them and with it the love and support from family and friends who have been steadfast all the way. But for now, thanks to everyone who have been a part of my 2010, yes this is to all of you who've been tagged in this post and to those who are not on FB, you peeps know who you are. ;)  Here's to a good 2011, and may we learn to appreciate the "Good Life" (see lyrics below)! Cheers! :)


Good Life - One Republic
[Verse 1]

Woke up in London yesterday
Found myself in the city near Piccadilly
Don't really know how I got here
I got some pictures on my phone

New names and numbers that I don't know
Address to places like Abbey Road
Day turns to night, night turns to whatever we want


We're young enough to say

[Chorus]

Oh this has gotta be the good life
This has gotta be the good life
This could really be a good life, good life

Say oh, got this feeling that you can't fight
Like this city is on fire tonight
This could really be a good life
A good, good life

[Verse 2]

To my friends in New York, I say hello
My friends in L.A. they don't know
Where I've been for the past few years or so
Paris to China to Col-or-ado

Sometimes there's airplanes I can' t jump out
Sometimes there's bullshit that don't work now
We are god of stories but please tell me-e-e-e


What there is to complain about

[Bridge 1]

When you're happy like a fool
Let it take you over
When everything is out
You gotta take it in

[Bridge 2]
Hopelessly
I feel like there might be something that I'll miss
Hopelessly
I feel like the window closes oh so quick
Hopelessly
I'm taking a mental picture of you now
'Cuz hopelessly
The hope is we have so much to feel good about




Saturday, August 7, 2010

突然好想你

Y is one of the most fervent 五月天 /Mayday fans that I know. She probably has been to all their concerts held in Singapore, has all their albums and know their songs at her fingertips. Stumbled onto this song while Youtube-ing tonight. Heard the Yoga Lin version, not bad, but I've always been a sucker for the original artiste's take on the songs that I listen to. 

I could feel a sense of resonance when I listen to this song. Will leave it at that here. Might shed a tear or two if I belt it out at my next ktv session - haven't had one in ages, at least one and a half years I guess? But I digress from the song. Very meaningful lyrics. 



五月天 - 突然好想
作词:阿信
作曲:阿信
专辑:后青春期的诗

最怕空气突然安静
最怕朋友突然的关心
最怕回忆突然翻滚绞痛着不平息
最怕突然听到的消息

想念如果会有声音
不愿那是悲伤的哭泣
事到如今终於让自已属於我自已
只剩眼泪还骗不过自己

突然好想你你会在哪里
过的快乐或委屈
突然好想突然锋利的回忆
突然模糊的眼睛

我们像一首最美丽的歌曲
变成两部悲伤的电影
为什麽带我走过最难忘的旅行
然后留下最痛的纪念品

我们那麽甜那麽美那麽相信
那麽疯那麽热烈的曾经
为何我们还是要奔向
各自的幸福和遗憾中老去

突然好想你你会在哪里
过的快乐或委屈
突然好想突然锋利的回忆
突然模糊的眼睛

最怕空气突然安静
最怕朋友突然的关心
最怕回忆突然翻滚绞痛着不平息
最怕突然听到的消息
最怕此生已经决定自己过
没有却又突然听到的消息

Saturday, July 17, 2010

Thesis first submission! Lotsa packing!

Yes!!! Finally am done with my thesis first submission - lots of misadventures but I managed to overcome them and submitted on the stipulated date last Tues! :)) Now on to lots of packing before I leave next month - most of my stuff settled, but how do you pack for your next phase in life, if you do not even know when you will be back?

Will try to update soon! :)


Think this song is a fitting one - the last song in the final episode of Glee S1. But besides it being one of my fav songs, the context of the song in Glee when it was performed was v apt, where everyone realised the friendships forged since the inception of New Directions and the love in the room was simply touching. I can relate to it as that is what I experience and feel in my line of work, seeing my students graduate during this year's Commencement, though I wasn't at the ceremony, their photos were just amazing, am so proud of them, am really grateful to have been a part of their lives. :) Also for myself, as I bid NUS farewell and embark on the next phase in my life, in another city and another country. Hope to update soon!



Somewhere over the rainbow - Glee

Somewhere over the rainbow
Way up high,
There's a land that I heard of
Once in a lullaby.

Somewhere over the rainbow
Skies are blue,
And the dreams that you dare to dream
Really do come true.

Someday I'll wish upon a star
And wake up where the clouds are far
Behind me.
Where troubles melt like lemon drops
Away above the chimney tops
That's where you'll find me.

Somewhere over the rainbow
Bluebirds fly.
Birds fly over the rainbow.
Why then, oh why can't I?

If happy little bluebirds fly
Beyond the rainbow
Why, oh why can't I?

Thursday, June 3, 2010

Why try to change me now - Perfect smoky jazz bar song

Currently working on my thesis data collection - trying to code hundreds of respondents' results for SPSS is moving slower than I want, esp since I am down with the flu. Need to be extra careful while compiling the results, to make sure tt I am getting everything done right - June is going to be one crazy month, need to get everything done by then - thesis (last couple of chapters as well as going through everything once... sup is overseas and I've not heard from her since late April when I passed her my chapter before grading madness so I'm a little concerned there... and the ICA panel presentation... still a work in progress, I've so much ideas and information but I need to synthesize it and make my points coherent)... and all in the month of June. Sup is overseas having a well deserved break so am hoping to cover as much ground as possible this week.

Was working in the living room as it is really hot in my room and House MD was on, wasn't paying attention to the telly as I was working but this song came on and my ears were piqued (if that is possible) and I watched the end of the episode, about some psychopath patient but I wasn't really paying attention - I've July and August to watch tv and stuff, but I totally need to focus 1000% (not a typo) on my thesis and pre conference prep.

Had a very... eventful long weekend last week, settled most social engagements as I know that my June is gonna be work work work, except for Father's Day dinner and grandma's medical appointments and procedures.


Last week was a packed week, besides recovering from the wedding on the previous Sunday; over the course of last week, I met my peeps for Laura Calder's dinner and cooking demo; dinner which was long overdue with B; walking over to check out The Helix and MBS; Tanjong Beach Club opening (was rained in but I wasn't put down by it, actually wanted to just go dancing in the rain, haha.) which was overall alright, more piqued by dude who tried to pick me up with his sparkling. Saw q a few familiar faces from school and friends at TBC! And A's bday to end the week, think her bday is officially my final organising of bday gatherings for sometime! :) It was a lovely intimate and fun-filled brunch with the gals. :))

But anyway, yes, I like this song - q poignant lyrics and I like how the piano fits in, it actually sounds like it can be on the Glee songlist. Fiona Apple's vocals lends a sense of vunerability and a subtle sense of rawness of emotion to the song. Which fits in the theme of remorse and regret. Old Blue Eyes also covered this song and Cy Coleman co-wrote this song, which kinda explains the piano bit. Can just imagine this in a smoky jazz bar... kicking back with a red/scotch/caiprinha in hand. Ahhh.... that is the life... but for now... back to SPSS coding.


Why try to change me now - Fiona Apple cover

I'm sentimental
So I walk in the rain
I've got some habits
Even I can't explain
I go to the corner
And I end up in Spain
Why try to change me now

I sit and daydream
I've got daydreams galore
Cigarette ashes
There they go on the floor
I go away weekends
Leave my keys in the door
Why try to change me now

Why can't I be more conventional
People talk
And they stare
So I try
But that can't be
Cuz I can't see
My strange little world
Go passing me by

So let people wonder
Let 'em laugh
Let 'em frown
You know I'll love you
Till the moon's upside down
Don't you remember
I was always your clown
Why try to change me now

Don't you remember
I was always your clown
Why try to change me
Why try to change me now

Monday, May 17, 2010

Weekend of triple celebrations. :: Makan time! :: No mambo. :: Bad Romance.

Can't wait for the Lady Gaga episode of Glee next week! :) Had a crazy weekend, lotsa happiness and love going around... had a 27 Dresses moment, running from event to event. But it was worth it, esp the double bday celebrations... think rainy evening indoors, with the usual great company over at the Izakaya. The staff was friendly and nice and sang the bday songs raucously. Oden and Japanese tapas coupled with beers... Aahh... on a rainy evening... double Aahhhs... :D After a sweltering afternoon at Chinatown with mum... it was a good way to round up the day!! :)

Another wedding this weekend, a colleague's one, I've been roped in as it was a last minute affair, am crossing my fingers and hoping it will go well! Again... another 27 Dresses moment, haha. 

Anyways, hoping for good news this week and looking forward to working on my thesis. S is back and totally raving about Aussie land... I think she is trying to get all of us to go over as well. She seems... particularly enamored by the guys there, C and I think something's happened over there... haha. Can't wait to meet up with her! :)

Tried out Nando's today... finally! Hmm... lotsa teething problems, ventilation was down when I was down last week, but when I finally got down today... the service was impeccable! Very helpful and friendly... or was it just our table? I almost felt rude when the manager came over to say good afternoon and I could not catch what he was saying and proceeded to make my order... but glad we cleared that up, haha. Hmm... But on to the food... love the grilled chicken!! :D It was tender and succulent and juicy... and I had a great time experimenting with the different sauces... I like the Extra Hot one but it really got my tastebuds tingling! Mixed it with the garlic sauce and Hot sauce... too bad most drinks were not available... and the chicken liver too... apparently it's C's fav! The menu is different from the outlet in London, wonder how the Aussie and KL outlets are. But overall it was a a good meal with a great pal... so though my sinus was acting up today, I am a happy gal! :))

Will make this a quick one, am recovering from the weekend. Am coming up with a list of things to do, might have to cut Mambo night from it coz my friends feel that it will just be a hotbed of younger guys picking me up.... seriously?! Hmmm... But no matter the snide remarks... actually seems to be from this one guy friend and a gal pal yesterday. Anyways, I believe tt one can still appreciate a Joshua Bell concert... AND Glee! :D 

Have a good week everyone.... and try not to get into a Bad Romance! ;) Esp like Kurt's voice in this song.. btw the lyrics to this song seem full of innuendoes, as with most Lady Gaga's songs; btw, a student shared this in the culture industries module this semester: an article on the "occult meaning" of Lady Gaga's Bad Romance - make what you will of the article. :)





Bad Romance - Glee cover



Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh!
Oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh!
Caught in a bad romance



Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh!
Oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh!
Caught in a bad romance



Rah-rah-ah-ah-ah!
Roma-Roma-ma-ah!
Ga-ga-ooh-la-la!
Want your bad romance



Rah-rah-ah-ah-ah!
Roma-Roma-ma-ah!
Ga-ga-ooh-la-la!
Want your bad romance



I want your ugly
I want your disease
I want your everything
As long as it’s free


I want your love
Love-love-love
I want your love

I want your drama
The touch of your hand


I want you leather studded kiss in the scene
And I want your love
Love-love-love
I want your love
Love-love-love
I want your love

You know that I want you
And you know that I need you


I want a bad,your bad romance

I want your loving
And I want your revenge
You and me could write a bad romance


I want your loving
All your love is revenge
You and me could write a bad romance



Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh!
Oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh!
Caught in a bad romance



Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh!
Oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh!
Caught in a bad romance



Rah-rah-ah-ah-ah!
Roma-Roma-ma-ah!
Ga-ga-ooh-la-la!
Want your bad romance



I want your horror
I want your design
‘Cause you’re a criminal
As long as your mine
I want your love


Love-love-love
I want your love

I want your psycho
Your vertical stick


Want you in my room
When your baby is sick
I want your love
Love-love-love
I want your love
Love-love-love
I want your love



You know that I want you
And you know that I need you
I want a bad,your bad romance

I want your loving
And I want your revenge
You and me could write a bad romance


I want your loving
All your love is revenge
You and me could write a bad romance



Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh!
Oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh!
Caught in a bad romance



Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh!
Oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh!
Caught in a bad romance



Rah-rah-ah-ah-ah!
Roma-Roma-ma-ah!
Ga-ga-ooh-la-la!
Want your bad romance



Rah-rah-ah-ah-ah!
Roma-Roma-ma-ah!
Ga-ga-ooh-la-la!
Want your bad romance



Walk walk fashion baby
Work it
Move that bitch crazy


Walk walk fashion baby
Work it
Move that bitch crazy


Walk walk fashion baby
Work it
Move that bitch crazy


Walk walk fashion baby
Work it
Imma Freak bitch baby

I want your love
And I want your revenge
I want your love
I don’t wanna be friends



Je veux ton amour
Et je veux ta revenge

Je veux ton amour
Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh!
Oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh!
Caught in a bad romance



Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh!
Oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh!
Caught in a bad romance



I want your loving
And I want your revenge
You and me could write a bad romance


I want your loving
and all your love is revenge
You and me could write a bad romance



Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh!
Oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh!
Caught in a bad romance



Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh!
Oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh!
Caught in a bad romance



Rah-rah-ah-ah-ah!
Roma-Roma-ma-ah!
Ga-ga-ooh-la-la!
Want your bad romance

Friday, May 7, 2010

It's been ages!

It's been some time since I have updated the blog - in fact, an entire semester has passed by with me having neither the time nor the motivation to blog, haha. Guess I have become more Facebook-reliant these days. Also, blogging is over-rated at times, especially when there's so much to do offline! :) Anyways, lots have transpired since my last entry - actually too much to cover at one go so will leave it for now.

Let's put it this way - people who should know the on-goings do know, both from Facebook as well as smses and from our meetups. ;) 2010 has been an interesting and busy year for me, am counting my blessings and looking forward to more stuff ahead. Can't believe so much has happened in 4 months!! Embarking on new stuff, learning new things, meeting new people under the most interesting circumstances and all this amidst the crazy workload and thesis writing and data collection.

Tried to sync my Facebook, Twitter and Blogspot so that I can update all three platforms simultaneously. Still figuring them out but I do not have time to do so, help! :) But an interesting crazy busy (what's new?) weekend of the 14th for me: Organising J's Hen Night (due to the mistaken perception that I am the "happening" one in the TA room, haha); N&S's wedding at the lovely Botanic Gardens on Sat evening and my good pals V and S's double May birthdays on Sunday evening - over three consecutive days! It's like all of life's happy events happening over one weekend, how cool is that?! :)

Am really glad to be part of the happy stuff in my friends' lives, to partake in their happiness and even help organise for some of them. :) All this is post exam grading, was in grading purgatory for over a week and am still recovering from pulling the all nighters - final set of grading from NUS as I am leaving NUS, effective end June; for other endeavours (and nope, I am not heading off to be some lady of leisure, contrary to some of the stuff from the rumor mill... seriously where do all this come from? My atas doppelganger?)... will let everyone know in due course... feels kinda wierd to be announcing stuff to the almost 600 friends on Facebook... haha. ;)

As mentioned earlier, too much to be covered in one post, will try to see if I can settle down to write a proper post soon, but meanwhile, will let the music do the talking. Both vids are from my current google box fav - Glee! Why belabour the point when I can let the music do the talking? ;)

The following vids are from the latest episode of Glee, where Finn sings a not-so-old song - Jessie's Girl; Puck does a show tune which I love - Lady is a Tramp. Think I would totally go for a Finn than a Jesse (fellow Gleeks who follow the show will know what I mean); and I think I probably fit the criteria of a tramp according to the list in the latter song... know labels are cliched but I don't see them as necessarily a bad thing. ;) Enjoy and have a great weekend everyone - know most of you will drop a line on Facebook Notes. ;)

P.s: Do check out the actual performance of Lady is a Tramp on youtube - I can't embed the video here. Good fun stuff! Would go for Puck if it weren't for me not being into bad boys. haha.




Glee Cast - Jessie’s Girl
Jessie is a friend
Yeah, I know he’s been a good friend of mine
But lately something’s changed, it ain’t hard to define
Jessie’s got himself a girl and I want to make her mine
And she’s watching him with those eyes
And she’s lovin’ him with that body, I just know it
And he’s holding her in his arms late, late at night
You know, I wish that I had Jessie’s girl
I wish that I had Jessie’s girl
Where can I find a woman like that
I play along with the charade
There doesn’t seem to be a reason to change
You know I feel so dirty when they start talking cute
I wanna tell her that I love her but the point is probably moot
‘Cause she’s watching him with those eyes
And she’s lovin’ him with that body, I just know it
And he’s holding her in his arms late, late at night
You know, I wish that I had Jessie’s girl
I wish that I had Jessie’s girl
Where can I find a woman like that
Like Jessie’s girl
I wish that I had Jessie’s girl
Where can I find a woman
Where can I find a woman like that
And I’m lookin’ in the mirror all the time
Wonderin’ what she don’t see in me
I’ve been funny, I’ve been cool with the lines
Ain’t that the way love’s supposed to be
Tell me, where can I find a woman like that
(guitar solo)
You know, I wish that I had Jessie’s girl
I wish that I had Jessie’s girl
I want Jessie’s girl
Where can I find a woman like that
Like Jessie’s girl
I wish that I had Jessie’s girl
I want, I want Jessie’s girl
I wish that I had Jessie’s girl
I want, I want Jessie’s girl
Glee Cast - Lady is a Tramp
[Noah Puckerman (Puck)]
She gets too hungry, for dinner at eight
She adores the theater, and won't arrive late
She'd never bother, with people she'd hate
That's why the lady is a tramp

Doesn't like crap games, with barons and earls
Won't go to Harlem, in ermine and pearls
Won't dish the dirt, with the rest of those girls
That's why the lady is a tramp

She loves the free, fresh wind in her hair
Life without care she's broke, it's ok
She hates California, it's cold and it's damp
That's why the lady is a tramp whooaaa oooh

instrument break

[Mercedes Jones]
Ooooooooh
I get far too hungry for dinner at eight
I adore the theatre but never come late.
[Noah Puckerman]
You'd never bother with anyone that you hate
[Mercedes Jones and Noah Puckerman]
That's why the lady is a tramp.

[Mercedes Jones]
I like the free fresh wind in my hair
Life without care
Hate California, too cold and too damp

That's why the lady
That's why the lady
That's why the lady
That is why the lady is a tramp

Thursday, December 31, 2009

Conversations in 2009

In one of the most memorable conversations I've had this year, Y told me that I am a beautiful girl with lotsa personality and strength, sometimes even more strength than I know. It was one of those rare serious-sincere moments in our friendship that took me by surprise, yet also oddly touched. That comment meant a lot to me because Y is one of the most beautiful persons I know, in an effortlessly pretty-Blake Lively sort of way, with her sunshine disposition and strength in character yet always sincere to everyone. And she has known me for 15 years. ;)

S has also encouraged me more than once in this year to draw upon my strength and resilience in handling some problems and disappointments which cropped up along the way. For myself, I usually do not stop to ponder or evaluate if I have the strength or resilience, but rather, I just try my best to gather myself together and move on, in resolving the problems or coping with the problems and disappointments whilst trying to be there for those who need me.

A feels that my ability to detach emotionally from the situation when a decision needs to be made (after all the initial raving and ranting of course, haha) is something that she could use more of, maybe in reference to her family business or life in general I am not sure; but I assured her that the decisiveness she has witnessed, from my career switch to pursue my Masters to dumping ex-es which I feel are not suitable for me is not without any emotional context, but maybe a reflection of my personality where I am constantly trying to make sense of things around me, even though some situations may not be explained by logic. One thing I have learnt in 2009 though, is to stop the rationalising sometimes and to just accept the situation and try to work around it or find an adequate resolution.

Because the worst thing one can say to me is "MnM, you can't do it." That alone is a gauntlet for me to try my best to achieve it, especially if I think I can do it. Someone once told me that Arts students should not try out subjects such as Technopreneurship, because it is not my cuppa. I tried out and did well in that minor, because I feel that I can. Same thing for the ex who told me that I was too weak and upset by the results of the applications earlier this year to end the relationship: I ended the relationship when the final result of the applications came in and decided to give up my place in a rather prestigious comms school due to lack of funding. (Btw E is still going on at me about it, haha.) Perhaps I was having second thoughts when I did them, whether I could pull them off. But I did pull them off and I am a better person for those decisions.

About the conversations I've had with both my gal and guy pals,J, M, V, C, S and so on, be it about the break up(s) or the guys in my life (or lack of) in general, I think this piece just about sums it up. "Anyone can easily walk away from someone else. Nobody is forced to stay; we all have choices. The real test is if someone would rather stay with you, even though walking away could be so much easier." When it comes to romantic relationships, or even friendships, I think that we always have a choice. I am not above walking away from a diamond ring or promises of ever after if I doubt the veracity of the fluffy but ultimately pointless promises. Despite saying that, I think that 2010 may be an interesting year, though I shall keep mum for now.

B once told me that he seldom posts his personal thoughts except on professional matters on his blog and our blogging styles differ q a bit. Honestly though, I wonder how much about a person can one truly know from their online persona? Given all the impression management, self censorship to some extent that goes on? Anyways, I have the sneaky impression that the music that I post here draw more readers, who wants to read my ruminations to begin with? haha. :)

All in all, for me, 2009 has been a year of memorable conversations with the friends and people in my life. Whatever comes in 2010, I can only say this for myself: In the end, the show must go on.





Music mashup: Top 25 of 2009 by DJ Earworm
(No Jonas Brothers, yea!) ;)

The Black Eyed Peas - BOOM BOOM POW
Lady Gaga - POKER FACE
Lady Gaga Featuring Colby ODonis - JUST DANCE
The Black Eyed Peas - I GOTTA FEELING
Taylor Swift - LOVE STORY
Flo Rida - RIGHT ROUND
Jason Mraz - IM YOURS
Beyonce - SINGLE LADIES (PUT A RING ON IT)
Kanye West - HEARTLESS
The All-American Rejects - GIVES YOU HELL
Taylor Swift - YOU BELONG WITH ME
T.I. Featuring Justin Timberlake - DEAD AND GONE
The Fray - YOU FOUND ME
Kings Of Leon - USE SOMEBODY
Keri Hilson Featuring Kanye West & Ne-Yo - KNOCK YOU DOWN
Jamie Foxx Featuring T-Pain - BLAME IT
Pitbull - I KNOW YOU WANT ME (CALLE OCHO)
T.I. Featuring Rihanna - LIVE YOUR LIFE
Soulja Boy Tell em Featuring Sammie - KISS ME THRU THE PHONE
Jay Sean Featuring Lil Wayne - DOWN
Miley Cyrus - THE CLIMB
Drake - BEST I EVER HAD
Kelly Clarkson - MY LIFE WOULD SUCK WITHOUT YOU
Beyonce - HALO
Katy Perry - HOT N COLD